Like many young girls, Abby VanderMeulen dreamed of being on stage in a pageant.

But she never thought of herself as worthy of trying.

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VanderMeulen is open about her struggles with depression as an adult. It has been a difficult journey to wellness and VanderMeulen believes this is another step in her healing process.

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After seeing the newspaper ad, VanderMeulen sent an application and then had to participate in a phone interview before being told she was accepted into the contest. Since then she has begun her preparations in earnest for the event, which takes place on Canada Day weekend in Langley and Surrey.

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There is also a talent component, which has to be completed in two minutes. For this VanderMeulen will be using her skills from selling Tupperware to bake a cake in that time.

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