Even though it91Ƶs tough for him to breathe and talk, Atish Ram is using his voice to tell people about how COVID-19 nearly killed him.
The Surrey resident, 58, is back home after fighting the virus during a difficult eight weeks in hospital.
91ƵI91Ƶm lucky to be alive,91Ƶ said Ram, who called his stay at Royal Columbian 91Ƶa roller coaster ride91Ƶ complicated by pneumonia.
Last fall, Ram was named during the annual Surrey Community Leader awards.
Months later, his family91Ƶs dream trip to Toronto to almost didn91Ƶt happen, after Ram had emergency surgery to take care of blockages in his heart.
By late March, he was diagnosed with the coronavirus.
91ƵI believe I got it when I went to a grocery store 91Ƶ I don91Ƶt want to say which one, but I was so vigilant,91Ƶ Ram said. 91ƵI went to my doctor on March 16, and he told me about how crazy this virus was, to be vigilant. So a few days later I went to the store, just 15 minutes in and out, but at the time there were no social distancing or anything, nothing like we see now. That was the only place I went, and a few days later I started getting a fever, some symptoms.91Ƶ
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In a phone interview, the Newton-area resident talked slowly and paused occasionally.
91ƵIt91Ƶs still so hard to breathe,91Ƶ he said.
91ƵI91Ƶm on home oxygen 91Ƶ three to six months of this, at least, because my lungs are at only 25 per cent capacity now,91Ƶ he added. 91ƵI91Ƶm trying to gain some of my strength back by walking, but it91Ƶs really hard to go for any length of time.91Ƶ
His battle with COVID-19 caused him to lose close to 30 pounds over the past three months.
91ƵI want to share my story because I want to tell people how this virus almost killed me, and that the virus is still out there,91Ƶ he said. 91ƵAnd until there91Ƶs a vaccine, nobody is safe. And I could get this again, if it91Ƶs a mutated version or something.91Ƶ
In March, his laboured breathing led to a chest X-ray, a positive COVID test and, eventually, admission to Royal Columbian, where Ram91Ƶs cardiac doctor was located.
91ƵAt that time, all the nurses and doctors were scared to even come into my room, for fear of catching COVID,91Ƶ he recalled.
91ƵIt was a weird time, and I was there for three days in the COVID ward, I got really, really bad,91Ƶ Ram added. 91ƵI just laid in bed, couldn91Ƶt do anything 91Ƶ my family couldn91Ƶt come to see me and that was hard. I couldn91Ƶt even get up out of bed. That Sunday I was getting really bad, I rang the bell at 3 in the morning and said to the nurse, 91ƵI can91Ƶt breathe.91Ƶ It was just like somebody sitting on your chest and pouring water on your face, that91Ƶs how bad it was, like drowning.91Ƶ
Ram was rushed back to ICU, where doctors told him his lungs were filled with fluid.
91ƵThey managed to stabilize me,91Ƶ Ram said, 91Ƶand hooked me up to all these monitors and IVs. I wasn91Ƶt allowed water because the one nurse said they were going to intubate me that night. He said, 91ƵWhen we do that, you91Ƶre pretty much going to be in a coma and you may not come out of it. Your lungs are really bad. I going to be honest with you, you need to make a phone call and say what you need to say to your wife and kids, because it could be the last things you say. I don91Ƶt want to scare you but I want to be truthful with you.91Ƶ I just laid there and thought, 91ƵIs this it?91Ƶ91Ƶ
Somehow, Ram91Ƶs condition improved enough that wasn91Ƶt required.
91ƵWhen two guys came in to do an X-ray the following morning, I thought it was all a dream.91Ƶ
During his 53 days in hospital, Ram kept failing subsequent COVID tests. He needed three negative tests in a row, but doctors couldn91Ƶt figure out why the virus wouldn91Ƶt leave his body.
Finally, it did.
The ordeal took a toll on him both physically and mentally.
91ƵI was alone for so much of that time, just very brief visits by nurses or doctors, but only when they absolutely needed to,91Ƶ Ram explained.
He says despite the relaxation of some measures to combat the virus, people need to remain vigilant.
91ƵIf people think they91Ƶre resilient and aren91Ƶt going to get it, they may not have any symptoms but they could have it and give it to someone who has an underlying condition, such as asthma, and it doesn91Ƶt matter how old you are,91Ƶ Ram said.
91ƵThere was a 30-year-old school teacher who came into ICU and he had a massive stroke, and he was COVID-positive, but had no symptoms. I also saw people who didn91Ƶt make it, but some walked out of there fine.
91ƵI say to all my friends who91Ƶve contacted me, I say look, think of every person that you see has COVID, right, because you don91Ƶt know if that person has it or not, and you could be passing it along to someone else and do a lot of damage unintentionally.91Ƶ
tom.zillich@surreynowleader.com
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