For nearly a decade Simone Biles seemed not only unbeatable but unshakeable.
She would reel off the most difficult gymnastics maneuvers with a daredevil91Ƶs spirit and an artist91Ƶs passion, her smile brighter than the 25 medals she won at the world championships and the five she won while dominating the 2016 Rio Olympics. She was declared the GOAT 91Ƶ greatest of all time 91Ƶ and she embraced the role with good humor by wearing leotards cheekily adorned with a glittery goat.
Few people realized that behind the perky hair ribbons and spangles is a young woman who has been bruised by life, first in the foster care system when her addict biological mother couldn91Ƶt care for her, and later when she was among hundreds of girls and women who were sexually abused by former national team doctor Lawrence Nassar. She thought of committing suicide in the aftermath of the abuse, she recently acknowledged in a Facebook Watch docuseries.
The past recedes but its traumas can hauntingly return in times of stress. Add an extra year91Ƶs wait for the Tokyo Olympics because of the COVID-19 pandemic and the expectations Biles faced as a potential six-time gold medalist here, and a toxic brew began to percolate.
Biles, 24, long ago took the vital step of seeking help for the anxiety and doubts that recently eroded her confidence on the gym floor. Even so, her nerves resurfaced publicly in Tokyo. During the team competition she didn91Ƶt know where she was in the air on a vault, a terrifying and potentially debilitating state of disorientation that gymnasts call 91Ƶthe twisties.91Ƶ Wisely, she withdrew. She got off the merry-go-round before she fell off and became too broken to repair.
With that in mind, it came as no surprise on Wednesday that she opted out of the all-around final, one of the four events in which she won gold in 2016.
91ƵAfter further medical evaluation, Simone Biles has withdrawn from the final individual all-around competition at the Tokyo Olympic Games, in order to focus on her mental health,91Ƶ USA Gymnastics said in a statement. 91ƵSimone will continue to be evaluated daily to determine whether or not to participate in next week91Ƶs individual event finals. Jade Carey, who had the ninth-highest score in qualifications, will participate in her place in the all-around.
91ƵWe wholeheartedly support Simone91Ƶs decision and applaud her bravery in prioritizing her well-being. Her courage shows, yet again, why she is a role model for so many.91Ƶ
While some self-important talk show hosts derided her as cowardly, while critics accused her of abandoning her team 91Ƶ when in truth she showed trust in her teammates to perform under unimaginably tough circumstances 91Ƶ other athletes quickly came to her support. It91Ƶs worth paying attention to the people who best understand what she91Ƶs confronting. Many have been there.
91ƵShe seems like she91Ƶs doing what91Ƶs best for her and it91Ƶs been awesome to see that she91Ƶs been able to go against the pressures of society and do what91Ƶs best for herself,91Ƶ said Sam Mikulak of Newport Coast, Calif., who finished 12th in the men91Ƶs all-around on Wednesday.
Mikulak said Biles was in good spirits when they talked after Tuesday91Ƶs competition. 91ƵReally proud for her for prioritizing mental health and making sure that everyone knows and understands we91Ƶre not just athletes. We91Ƶre human beings, and sometimes it91Ƶs too much, and when that91Ƶs the case, you91Ƶve got to do what91Ƶs best for you,91Ƶ he said.
Mikulak, who has been open about his own mental health struggles, said social media can trigger anxiety and expose athletes to outsiders91Ƶ demands.
91ƵOn Twitter [the tone is] 91ƵI91Ƶm really expecting this, I want this from this person. Oh, Simone is going to be the medal factory of the world,91Ƶ 91Ƶ he said. 91ƵWhen you get these conversations, all this hype and everyone starts talking about it, it gets in your head a lot and it starts changing you to what other people want you to be rather than you being able to stand up for yourself and be who you want to be. There91Ƶs just a lot of toxicity out there and it91Ƶs better just to not have that, in general and just focus on yourself a lot more.91Ƶ
Like Biles, Chris Evert appeared to be so unshakeable that she was nicknamed 91ƵIce Maiden91Ƶ early in her tennis career. Nothing seemed to rattle her as she became the No. 1 player in the world and won 18 Grand Slam singles tournaments. Asked her thoughts about Biles91Ƶ withdrawal from the team event, Evert hinted she, too, had dealt with private turmoil.
91ƵYes, there were times when I wanted to run away and hide 91Ƶ in the woods 91Ƶ anywhere,91Ƶ she said on Twitter. 91ƵIt91Ƶs overwhelming, but we didn91Ƶt have communication or information in those days about mental health91Ƶ91Ƶ
Evert praised Biles and tennis player Naomi Osaka, who played in the Olympics after taking a mental health break that included withdrawing from the French Open. 91ƵBravo,91Ƶ Evert said. 91ƵYou are showing such courage in speaking out for ALL young athletes who experience nerves, stress, expectations and pressure. This is a very profound moment in sports. Thank you.91Ƶ
Former U.S. national soccer team star Landon Donovan, who was criticized for taking a three-month mental health break in 2013, also showed support for Biles.
91ƵReally proud of @Simone91ƵBiles for having the courage to make such a difficult decision,91Ƶ he wrote on Twitter. 91ƵI encourage everyone to have compassion for her and try to understand the pressure she was dealing with. She91Ƶs a human being first and an athlete second. We can all learn from her courage.91Ƶ
If Biles doesn91Ƶt compete again in Tokyo, she has accomplished enough in gymnastics to keep that 91ƵGOAT91Ƶ nickname. She has accomplished something else important by bringing athletes91Ƶ mental health issues to the forefront on an international stage. 91ƵEveryone wants athletes to be indestructible and perfect all the time,91Ƶ Mikulak said.
They are not. We shouldn91Ƶt expect them to be, no matter how perfect they might look.
91ƵBy Helene Elliott, Los Angeles Times